this is for you

john lennon's clover chips?

2005-12-25T06:13:00.000-08:00

em beck!! and i have nothing to say...

this is stupid.
i think of some 'cool' thing to write so that people would read my entries. and what do i get? comments that i dont even know if its bad or good. im making my own problems. if i hadnt start blogging, i woudnt have any comments. i woudnt have any problems. i woudnt even think about writting for people. i woudnt write stories and ideas just to be, in our terms, 'cool.'
this is stupid.
now i have really nothing to say.

try to guess where i am.
i see: tv, pringles, vcut, potato chips, clover chips, scissors, cream silk, camay, zonrox, calendar of 2006, calendar of 2005, colgate, wall clock, mentos, sampaloc, purefoods carne norte, ligo sardines, ques-o, hunts, reno, cheez-it, picture ni jay-r, picture of sharon, fita, marlboro, philip, winston, hope, perang punit, 5 centavo coins, 5 peso coins, 1 peso coins, guerrero brandy, ginebra san miguel, tanduay, eggs, choc nut, surf, bob is now online.

yis yur kurekt!! yur su gud!! o-to ot-o....... !nU kaR !samtsirhC yrreM

how wonderful life is when you' re in the world

2005-09-03T11:48:00.000-07:00

this post means nothing but one thing. Jumble up the words so you cAn find out the meaning. try Matching up soMe words In this whole post to get the meaNinG. To tell you frAnkly, i woudnt write this if YOu woudnt read it. so please read tHis nonsensE. it may be easY to crack but i really mean it. in filipino, 'kating kati na ko.' Drop A message if you get it. this is onlY applicable to certrain people.

let's get together and feel alright...

2005-08-20T09:37:00.000-07:00

one wasted day. dammit! i woke up at 330pm today! i thought it was just 10 or 11 when i woke up but shit, it was 330! damn! shitty feeling. i ended up being a 'bed' potato in my room. watched a LOT of tv shows about stuff i dont normally watch. when i checked the time, it was 7. patsy called to tell me something i shoudnt write here. then i went to smf to.... actually do nothing. i ended up playing daytona and rival schools. ate. checked if there are 'new' stuff at perfect pitch. checked if there are new and good books at national. then went home. i got home at 9. watched tv again.

ill make a song later. hihihi...

DON'T FOGET list for unknown people:

- every friday sa inyong apat!
- mga kanta natin!
- publish my essays *wink* =D
- ikaw, sept 2
- ikaw, sept 3
- ikaw, aug 23
- sabihin mo na yung sagot sa dessert!
- sapatos ko
- JERSY ko!!
- sa aug 29 pota
- tyedye tska marlboro poster ko
- herbie dvd ko
- tangina 3years overdue na P200 na utang mo!
- peram ng drumset mong marami
- ipod or iriver bibilhin ko sayo
- kelan ba yang 76 na yan?!?!?

- andito lang ako... oo ikaw :)

justbreathe...

2005-08-16T06:35:00.000-07:00

read deep....

woh nac uoy yas taht uoy evol enoemos? nehw uoy kniht fo reh\mih yreve dnoces fo yreve etunim fo yreve ruoh fo yreve yad fo yreve keew fo yreve htnom fo yreve raey? nehn uoy maerd fo reh\mih neve fi er'uoy ton peelsa? nehw uoy syawla tnaw ot ees neve tsuj reh\sih wodahs? nehw uoy syawla tnaw ot eb htiw ruoy gnileef tub nehw ti semoc ot reh\mih uoy syawla yhs tuo? nehw uoy od gnihtyreve rof reh\mih? nehw uoy etacided yreve gnos uoy gnis ot reh\mih? nehw uoy t'nod peels ta thgin nehw ehs\eh si ton tey peelsa? nehw uoy evol 'evol sgnos' tsuj esuaceb uoy leef taht hcae fo esoht sgnos si rof uoy dna reh\mih? nehw uoy etirw na yrtne ni rouy golb sdrawkcab os taht eht ylno eno ohw nac daer taht yrtne si ehs\eh? RO SI TI TSUJ ESUACEB UOY T'NOD WONK?

how? i don't know... you just do... =D

pak me pare!!

qpiioollvvwwdb

2005-08-12T21:50:00.000-07:00

"baliktarin mo man ang mundo, direcho pa rin ako sayo.." (baduy!) - anonymous

ignorance is bliss.... why? cause i don't know you... and ironically, i love you cause i don't know you........... lindsay :)

no woman no cry...

2005-08-07T06:51:00.000-07:00

its hard to hide what something that is somehow ovious.

parang puting buhok sa isang baby.

pero wala namang masama kung may puting buhok ka diba? e bat ko b pinipilit itago sa likod ng mga black hair yung white hair ko? o kaya paminsan kinukulayan ko ng black yung white. bakit ko ba ginagawa yun? e ngayon sa sobrang pagtatago ko, nasanay na yung mga tao na wala akong puting buhok. e pano pag bigla na lang mawalan ako ng pangkulay? o nakalimutan ko itago sa mga black hairs ko? edi makikita ng mga tao. magugulat sila. tapos un pala ayaw nila na may white hair yung isang tao. kaya ayaw na nila sakin. ang supot ng feeling na un. pero hindi ko naman sila masisisi kasi nagstir ako e. e pano kung yung mga tao pala na yun e sobrang importante sayo? na pag nawala sila, hindi mo na alam gagawin mo? edi pagsisisihan ko na ngayon na tinago ko pa yung mga white hairs ko. ang TAMANG gawin ko ay ipakita sa kanila yung white hairs ko asap para di nila isipin na stir ako. diba? pero yun nga, baka itakwil nila ako pag nalaman nila. ayoko naman na mawala sila. ayoko rin naman na itago pa ung white hairs ko. oo, dapat ko pa rin sabihin sa kanila at tangapin kung ano man reaksyon nila. masama man o mabuti. pero ang hirap talaga e. alam mo yung parang kapag itinakwil na ko, alam kong may papalit sakin na walang white hairs. oo kaibigan pa rin ako nila pero di na ko as in kasama talaga. ampangit ng sitwasyon ko. ako na lang kaya humiwalay sa kanila? di ko rin yata kakayanin. malaking burden sakin yun. pero kung d na ko magpapakita sa kanila, edi d na ko na kaylngan itago pa ung white hairs ko. pero nawalan naman ako ng mga kasama. diba? maghanap ng bago? sa ngayon di ko pa kaya. sila lang yung nasa utak ko parati e. nakakainis nga e. pagnagkikitakita kami gusto ko na sabihin pero d ko talaga nagagawa ...KASI... wala sa chempo parati e... kasi kaya ko naman sabihin pero gusto ko sasabihin ko kapag nasa chempo. wala rin kwenta pag wala sa chempo e. ung tipong siryus mode lahat. gustong gust ko na sabihin pero hindi talaga ako nakakahanap ng chempo e. feeling ko nga alam na nila kaso ayaw lang nila pagusapan kasi wala rin naman pupuntahan. feeling ko iniisip nila na mas mabuti 'kunwari' d namin alam para hindi ka mailang or mawala or mawalan ng pagasa samin. basta ang supot ng feeling. iniwan na naman ako ni Batman.

ang hirap mganalogize. mas mabuti yung direcho. di kasi ako nilalapitan ng chempo.

its hard to feel something and not feel it in return. in other words, hirap maging tanga... pero sana tanga rin siya... :)

soup of the day - UP - sabaw ng araw

2005-08-06T21:11:00.000-07:00

im waiting for.... NOTHING! i dont know why im not leaving yet. i have to go to katipunan to.... do NOTHING again. well, its better to do NOTHING with friends than do NOTHING with NO ONE. anyway, ill just eat. then ill go to katip. then... uhhh.. bahala na si batman.. batman loves me.

UPCAT is over.
-MALAMIG (as in parang baguio)
-MAHIRAP (e tanginang time pressue yan e)
-SABAW (5 oras ka ba namang sumasagot ng 3 taon mong pinagaralan sa hs e)

at higit sa lahat may nakilala akong kaibigan. si...

-BAYAWAK (haha! basahin niyo na lang ung story sheet dun sa UP)

Batman is calling i have to go! (najejerbak na ko)

the thill of chill...

2005-08-05T07:52:00.000-07:00

im not sleeping yet! why oh why!? 11pm already. upcat day tomorrow. pass pass pass! hopefully... physics, 630, tomorrow. il be there around 530 to 'feel' the place. im always late at school but heck ill not be late tomorrow.

goals for tomorrow:
-take the test
-take the test
-take the test
-eat
-take the test
-take the test
-take the test
-MEET NEW FRIENDS!

i wanna meet new friends tomorrow! hopefully they will be friendly. "Hi! Im Tapel!" magagamit ko na rin uli yan! hahaha! joke lang..

anyway, bala na si BATMAN sakin bukas. i know he loves me so much. i love him equally in return. just a quick commercial, i love BATMAN coz he lets me be me. anyhow, i have to sleep. ZzZzZzZzZzZzoolander

if only ferdinand m. was alive...

2005-08-03T06:54:00.000-07:00

parati na lang may SPUDS sa comp table ko. di naman ako naglalagay. fckn users.

did you know that gravity defines your weight? haha.. if you go to a vacuum , your weight and a feather's weight will be the same! no more diets... if you live in a vacuum. we dont have a vacuum cleaner here. wala lang. gusto ko lang sabihin.

its wednesday. 3 days to go. UPCAT na. i hope i pass but UP is not my 'dream' school. Ateneo rawks! i hope i pass the ACET. compared to UPCAT, i would rather study for ACET. teachers in the Ateneo makes me think. i like people who makes me think. think na parang "hmmm... o nga no..." at ung parang "tangina mo ano iniisip mo?!" lalu na yan. gusto ko ung mga taong ganyan pero ayoko kapag nasasabi ko yang mga yan! anyway, ill be taking philo, psych or educ. or maybe philo then educ or psych then educ. basta may educ! haha... i love teaching. i wanna teach! insipire pare! BI din! hahahah! comes with the package. i hope after 5-10 years ill be a respected high school teacher.
(dream on)

hazel just arrived from holland tonight. specifically while i was typing "comes with the package." another long lost friend sleeping with me. shit! patagalan nanaman matulog! hahaa.. pot session?? pot session?? neeeed looootsss of xtrajoss!! and coffee.

it seems like i see you almost everyday. i feel your presence even if you're not there. what more if you were?

"How did the US flag wave in the moon if there was no air there?" <---hazel (stupid thoughts)

the smartest person in the world. mr boyet tapel. he's in Marshall islands now. wala lang. astig nung mirrors o.. hanpin niyo ung ghost.

DieSell going for the homerun...

2005-08-01T06:42:00.000-07:00

amazingly i stayed at katipunan until 8pm. coz it was fuckn raining! well, even if it didnt rain id still stay. the 'busy' days of school are over. at least at the moment. no homeworks(as if i do hws) no projects(this i do. haha) no problems with teachers. ay, mrs dalisay cried a while ago during class. one of my classmates was asking something about his answer in the test. so mrs dalisay answered him. he was murmuring something after. mrs dalisay said, "may sinasabi ka ba oscar? nagtatanong ka tapos hindi ka maniniwala sa sagot. tapos pabulongbulong ka pa jan. para kang bakla eh! kung di niyo kayang tangapin ung mga tinuturo ko umalis na lang kayo sa klase ko!" then after a moment, she cried. she usually doesnt cry about little things such as that. so we figured that she has a problem with her loving husband. badtrip lang talaga kanina. sayang siya pa naman ung one of the 'good' teachers in my &^$$%*& school. 'kostka school alamamater dear....' <----crap!

shit! may nalaman na naman akong bago tungkol sa ayaw kong malaman! well, accept ko na. totoo naman kasi talaga eh.

clue: parang c batman astig tapos nalaman mo na siya rin pala c bruce wayne.

basta ganun. new knowledge filled my mind this day. and it didnt came from school. near school but not inside.

I WANT TO JAM!! jamming please. =(

new born fucker...

2005-07-31T09:29:00.000-07:00

new blog. my old one's too dark. hey look lindsay lohan! haha! my wife's sleeping already. its past her bedtime. nice pic eh? took it myself.

tons to do tonight! well, just one but heck, i forgot the cartolina at school last friday! i went back there yesterday HOPING that i can get it but.....tinamad ako eh.. hehehe! and i have no bag. and its too hot! and i wore black that time. so anyway, i never got the cartolina. so i just baught a while ago. i have to draw a pirate ship for the english project. ill just use chalk later so it will not take up much time. and i think pirate ship chalk drawing is gooood. like the ghost ships on tv. black and white only with some shading of 'white.'

new tagboard pala. tagtagtag! para masaya! anyway, lots to do! paalam...